Close Encounters with Robbie William
Finally!
I can't talk.
I didn't want anyone to know.
Good God!
damn the good teams who should win but yet lost to some lousy team!
damn!
i am through with the idea that this world is fair.
behind those happy facades of mine lies a girl so torn n battered.
i like it. mps.
devil beside you accompany mi the whole afternoon.
bore you people with the quizes. i love the quizes.
The Passion Predictor
The concert I am dying for!
Songs like Better Man, Angels, Sexed Up.... pleasing to my ears.
They are in repeat mode in my mini mp3.
Man that soulful turns me on as if he caress me the right way and make me moan for more.
YES! I wan more of Robbie William.
Kind soul pls sponsor me!
Monday, June 26, 2006
Von finally passed me her cam with the correct Usb cable to upload the pics....
Let's start with the day before my birthday!
29/4
Watch 8 feet below at Yishun Cinema
I lost my hp.
Remy n our usual bicker... even photo session we bicker...
Remy went insane. Ain't it usual?!
haha
imagine the type of pics we took!!! unbelieveable!
30/4
At gold dust! The drag shows. 
The grooming cliques!
The helmets
I pinched helmet 2's nipple (in white) and he whined throughout. UNCLE! Fun though.
So paiseh!
We kept dropping things on the floor and that's why we so friend at the end of the day.
Wasn't intentionally trying to pick him up by dropping things!!!
The drag queen and the grooming cliques
Yes, that's kumar.
They look better in the dark:P
Total random pics
raine yang at grooming room.
I'm not there. Not interested.
The night to lesbian party, Thumper.
PLC DnD nite at Cine. Ping, Fel and I.
Hey, I look ultra round!
That's all folks. Enough of my ugly pics...
Miss me!
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Refused to do it.
Don't force me.
Friday, June 23, 2006
Not even family members.
Don't ask. Spare me the agony .
In one day's time, I had two stitches; Stitches for the first time.
I fell.
Knocked and broke.
So much for being 20 yrs old.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
I am doing well with all the matches, so far so good.
God bless me!
Of course, there's von's blunder in buying togo instead of switzerland to go with.
I was on the line with nana that night and was asking her whether she was in the right mind to buy togo. Next came von, telling me that she bet on togo. (diao!!!)
An incident that leads me laughing and crying at the same time.
Spain made it up though.
With all the late nights and irregular meal times, I put on weight!
I can feel fats creeping at my midriff area.
No swimming, no pilates, just plain eating and sleeping.
Now apparently, I managed to steal some mins to update my blog before the 3am matches started. (argentina v holland, ivory coast v serbia )
Rooting for argentina!!!!
Though Veron is not playing in World Cup, my undying support for them will not die off.
Think is the colour blue.
Don't laugh! I got a thing for blue since young.
My room, my bags, my shoes, no cup... blah blah, show hints of my secret fetish.
haha
wat was he thinking? haha
funny peeps
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Czech Republic 0 - 2 Ghana
Italy 1 - 1 United States Two damn-able teams!Italy win world cup?! fuck! so stupidly own goal!How smart! (not a question, is a statement!) Cristian Zaccardo that asshole who score that own goal!
Ghana, some ulu africian team, played czech like some monekys in the zoo.pathethic assholes.the sg pool odds for ghana to win is 7!!! a fucking 7! The newspaper writes,"World Cup Stunner: Ghana Beats Czechs 2-0"Damnation! i am not ok.i lost quite a bit. Don't ask me to stop! I just know Brazil wun disappoint me!Now, I am betting my faith in Brazil.I am not addicted or i dunno my limits.I just wanna win yi kuo qi!
Friday, June 16, 2006
So much of a phobia.
weighing scale.
had to do it umpteen times yesterday.
god damn it!
hate that geek who invented that crap to bring the girls' self esteem to rock bottom.
he who invented the weighing scales will die of obesity himself!
senseless pig!
had join the gambling club of world cup.
however, i did not win any money nor lose any.
thanks to wei cheng i am not winning with that pathethic $10 on germany scoring 1-0 against poland.
apparently, bird shared with ying instead of me. so be it. ($10 bet shared among 3?)
bird and ying won $59 in total.
damn!
had bet $25 each with peg on asian handicap on germany's match. didn't lose nor win.
in their context, draw. got refunded.
had predicted the england score against trinidad correctly! damn the bookies.
deal closed!
guess so much of my gambling luck.
better keep it that way.
can't afford to lose any with the pathethic capital i have in my ever shrinking account.
Monday, June 12, 2006
it has never been and it will never be.
get it into your skull.
the rules. play the game with the rules.
i want to be one of the rule girls.
if they dun call you back, it means that they are not so interested about you.
don't be cheap and continue bugging him.
went tampines to do bd alone.
yesh, bored as it may seems, i had alot of private time.
did some sketches for my 21st birthday tattoo.
still a thought but nothing confirmed.
to do or not to do?!
world cup. i love it.
a get-together with my bro.
declined invitation to watch at kopitiam, dxo...
i onli like to watch soccer with my bro.
talks. just small talks that bond us and update each other with our lives.
everyday, we hardly crossed each other's path.
at one point, he was so shocked to see me at home.
he tot i moved out. that shows how long we never get to see each other.
more i want more time with my bro, with cable tv and with life.
Thursday, June 08, 2006
the world outside kept hitting her and she got no chance to retaliate.
behind her back, they stabbed.
stabbed hard enough for her to feel the pain.
sometimes, i believed that i have split personalities.
the better me and the worst me.
the better me tells me to eat it down.
the worst me tells me to fight back.
apparently, the better me always got called silly.
advises given were all directing me to defend myself.
set your boundaries. take back your power that you gave.
hard as it is, i am trying. to defend.
trying to protect the girl in me. torn n battered.
i am just protecting myself this time. no attacks. just defence.
advise heeded.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
the ritual performed in fremason hall relit the burning flame in me.
so intriguing.
the set square. the "G". the compass.
the cream puffs send mi straight to heaven.
the sashimi gave mi the reborn feel.
wah imagine!
not cut out to be a mcee.
hate to be in front of so many and display my flaws.
went shopping with the girls. enjoyed bya's company most.
we shopped and got alot of discount due to Tracy's connection.
restraint!!! i just need one more wallet.
i just need one more pair of shoes.
i just need one more watch.
ah!!! stop mi!
Sunday, June 04, 2006
sad as it is, but who will believe the story will be re-enacted in real life?
weeper i am, i flooded the room with my sea of tissue papers.
next week will be a busy week.
bd bd and more bd.
to prove my abilities, to stretch my limits... push push push.
i am competing with myself.
mon- fremason hall, mps with jas
tue- bd, les party
wed - itp gathering
thur - bd
fri - pilates, swimming
i am busy. really
links for xiao shi and to those interested:
http://web.tickle.com/channel/dating/list.jsp
Saturday, June 03, 2006
can't stop doing it.
holiday started, happy i am.
to shop till my undies get burnt!
to sing till my voice went hoarse.
to sleep till my dark eyerings turn light.
happy i am.
my team's idea project got shortlisted among hundreds of other projects.
my only achievement in sp. seems like it was so long ago. yr 1.
quizes. more quizes.
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Huixian, you're a Belle of the Ball!
One of great things about being you is that you have a healthy dose of self-respect. It's not every Tom, Dick, or Harry who gets to land a date with you. Your natural tendency to really check someone out before letting 'em in the door serves you well. You don't get stuck with the bottom-feeders. So what if some people think you're a challenge? That isn't always a bad thing. Being picky just means you don't settle for anything but the best. You want someone who will dote on you and take good care of you, while still keeping you on your toes. Thank goodness you're not one of the many women who underestimate their self-worth (men tend to overestimate). That's why you see so many gorgeous gals going out with meatheads.Is it possible that your romantic standards are just protecting the heart of gold inside? Once you let your guard down, successful suitors find a loving, generous gal who will throw herself into a relationship. Our only advice is that in your quest for love, carry with you the immortal words of Mother Teresa: "If you judge people, you have no time to love them."
Why Are You Still Single?
Huixian, you're single because you don't want to slow down
Whether you're working all hours, busy with school, or planning a cross-country move, it sounds like you just don't have time for anyone else in your life...right now, that is. Your timing may be off in other aspects, too. Chances are, you've met that perfect person who just so happens to be married or planning their own cross-country move. So take a step back for a moment. Is there something underlying this? Could it be you're afraid to get involved for some reason or another, and are therefore attracted to people who are simply unavailable?Whether you're secretly sabotaging yourself or not, try a little exercise. Open your mind to those who are around you (and available!) right now. Then let up on your schedule to let that someone in. That is, unless you want to get married to your goals, and not Mr. or Mrs. Right.
What Type Are You?
Huixian, you're a Sporty!
You are a Sporty Girl
Which Spice Girl are you? That's easy — Sporty Spice! Fit, energetic, and ready to go for a bike ride or head out for a weekend backpacking trip on a moment's notice, you probably have more old trophies than your brother. Not to mention a closet full of athletic gear that you actually use. Your uniform is a sports bra and running shorts, and guys find you irresistible in sweats with your hair in a ponytail. Men love your tolerance for sporting events and can't believe you're willing to watch a game or two on TV. Spontaneous and open, you're friendly but not intentionally flirty. When you're on someone's team, he can't help but feel like a champ.
Who's the man of your dream?
Huixian, A Secret Agent is the man of your dreams
Mystery and intrigue — it's not just for action-adventure movies. It's what you are looking for in life and love. From spontaneous weekend getaways to notes stuck in your jean pockets, you love being surprised and appreciate the extra thought and effort that goes into making it happen.That's why a secret agent could steal your heart — he's got what it takes to change the world, but he's not about to go around shouting about it. But don't worry, your secret's safe with us. Shhhh.
What Do You Want in a Man?
Romance:You don't need a doting guy in order to feel satisfied. In fact, although you might prefer a guy who'll occasionally pamper you with gifts or affection, you don't need your ideal man to be a true romantic. (Two famous men who might fit your romance profile are Mark Wahlberg and Jack Nicholson.) Heck, you might even find sappy or romantic acts cheesy rather than desirable. Or perhaps you look at men with a realistic eye and recognize that the passionate, expressive qualities many women crave are rarely found outside the movies. Whether you're romantic or not, your open-minded, practical outlook will significantly increase your chances of meeting Mr. Right!
Maturity:Love might be a serious game, but it should still be fun. Too much sophistication can kill the romance. But we didn't have to tell you that. It sounds like you always go for the kind of guy who knows how to cut loose and just be himself. Practicality and maturity are respectable qualities, sure, and no man should be completely without them, but they've never been high on your list of important ingredients for an exciting night out. Based on your answers, we think your perfect guy — someone like Jerry Seinfeld or Cuba Gooding Jr., perhaps? — should know how to have a great time without acting too childish or outrageous. Whether he adds a little bit of danger to your life or just has a great sense of humor, your ideal man would still be young enough at heart to let the kid in him emerge.
Lifestyle:Love doesn't come cheap, but it doesn't have to be all that expensive, either. It sounds like you're not very concerned about your ideal man's financial situation. Of course, we all dream of living well, but it's a mistake to mix your expectations of love with your hopes for a first-class lifestyle. Based on your answers, it seems like money isn't a real romantic concern for you. On the airplane of love, you're just as happy traveling coach as first class. (Two TV guys who live up to your financial expectations — or lack thereof — are Chandler and Ross from "Friends.") Being detached from materialist concerns is a healthy, realistic attitude and should help make you happy. It means that when Mr. Right crosses your path, you'll be sure to recognize him and not worry about the size of his wallet.
Looks:You seem to know instinctively that love is blind, so why rule out any potential suitors? Sure, you probably prefer a looker (who doesn't?!), but you don't have strict standards by which you measure a potential date's physical appearance. Nicolas Cage? Ben Stiller? Just your style. Not only does this tendency reflect your innate good nature, but it also indicates that you'll be more apt to find your ideal man, since you're not someone who shuts the door on anyone who couldn't make a magazine cover. Of course, just because you're willing to look past the surface doesn't mean that your guy will be anything less than stunning. Whoever he is and whatever he looks like, you'll find him because your mind and heart are open.