With Bernice's artistic cells, I have a NEW and very ME Hp cover.
Examination stress symptons:
Dark eye rings that extended its territory to the cheekbone area.
Messy Hair-dos which succesfully achieved the out-of-bed look.
Smaller eyes and a apt description for it will be two lines.
Foul mood.
Botak Hades.
Unmade bed.
Bermudas and oversize tee.
Damn those who do not have to study and yet score well.
Damn those who are loads smarter.
Sorry for those who celebrates their birthday this month.
I DO NOT HAVE THE MOOD TO CELEBRATE THIS DAY WITH U!
March will be a better month to "repay" the celebration.
Almost everything is in the luggage le so just pack nicely and I am ready to go.
Thanks my uncle, aunties and my granny for the angbao.
Save me from bankruptcy.
Thanks my mum for being so enthusiatic over my trip and got me so many many things.
I know I should be grateful for her but sometimes I still think you are biased.
Yah i know the lugguage, the clothes , the pants and the shoes blah blah blah.
As if my siblings dun have, as if .
With my pathetic allowance, I wonder how i survived through at times.
I know our situation now but since that, how come others are getting increment in their allowance and not me?!
I do not have to have an increment but I do not want the reason to be because I am working.
Hello!!?! I am not obligated to work lor. I am 21 next yr and definitely considered an adult in your eyes. Meaning I have to work and give you allowance even with my pathetic pay. WTH!
Let me stay young and beautiful. Let me live in my dreams.
Fall for the name Chelsea.
So unisex and it does not give an impression that it is too girly nor too manly.
wah!
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Did some Numerology shit using your name to calculate and surprisingly quite accurate leh.Impressed. So next time IF I ever going to have kid(s) of mine own, name can determine ones life.Your Soul Number is SEVEN. Deep, serious, introspective, and analytical, you accept nothing at face value, and you are always probing into the hidden side or deeper meaning of situations and people. You are fascinated by the mysterious and unknown. You enjoy periods of solitude in peaceful surroundings, and need time to study, reflect, or meditate. You may be given to much daydreaming and flights of the imagination as well. The ocean has a powerful attraction for you. The study of philosophy, psychology, scientific research, metaphysics, or religion appeals to you. You are scientific in your approach to Truth. Private, reserved, and rather secretive, there are probably very few who truly know and understand your inner thoughts, feelings, hopes, and aspirations. Unless you learn to share your deeper self more freely, and to be less of an idealistic perfectionist, you may be rather lonely. -------------------------------------------------------------------------One paper down, five more to go.
TaMaDe!
Introduction for ITP, I need to do both Chinese n English.
Resume.
Irritating lar.
Chinese introduction not easy to write ok!!!
Supply chain in Chinese is what?! PDWM in Chinese is what?
Dunno right?! So let me whine.
Going to work in Suzhou where is famous for beauties lor!
I got there for what?!
Intentionally, I want to tackle some expatriate or do some shopping.
There, WTH is famous for silk.
I buy silk for what?! Buy du dong meh!
Choy!
Am excited yet sian diao due to the preparation part.
Need to buy small bottle shampoo, shower foam, winter clothing, luggage and new undies (cannot hang ugly panties mah got room mate one leh). Very headache ah!HRM alot to study and hades peed on my ECM notes.How to study like thaT? Wah cau! Saw the 2005 xmas pic! Super ugly lar. Fat like hell.Lardish arm and pig trotter! Loss appetite.
Monday, February 20, 2006
I dare to ask, thus able to take the critisim.
Fine, if you think that is my ugly expression that triggers you off.
I have nothing to say.
Through that conversation with Sze, I realised that I am not as easy to read as I expected myself to be. So much so that not many know the REAL me, including myself.
Who am I to judge? Life is such a vicious cycle that it will come back to haunt me for what I did, in years to come. Karma, they say.
Swollow it down. I keep telling myself. Someday, you will be appreciated.
Is okay if no one understand you and your doings, as long as you think that you are correct.
Regardless issues regarding family, friends, school or even enemies.
Different people handle things differently and I have no right to judge saying whether it is lawfully correct or ethnically wrong. Put yourself in others' shoes. My belief.
Always look on the bright side of life. I forced that statement down my throat.
Is always me and my fault. Whatever.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
UCCD test is ok and so is the atmosphere of Valentine’s Day in town.
Sang Kbox with sze again. I am a spoilt brat!
We head down to Isetan Scotts for our private Euttusia Makeup class at 3pm.
Both of us were in this small makeup room and learning the basic cleansing of the face.
Truth to be told, is troublesome being a woman!
Pls guys, appreciate all women in the world!
Menses and now skin care!!!!
Before the class
I admit! I look freaking haggard here with breakout and panda-like dark rings!
UCCD test ok!!! I need to burn midnight oil! Get it?!
Juan Juan, our teacher for the day.
Small, Petite, the typical jiao xiao ling long type, fair and look like the doll we burnt during 7th month or when people die. opps!
Her words hit people like hou yi's arrow. Ouch!
All in all, I like her. Seriously, I do.
Basic Cleansing
Is not basic at all!! I don't do all that crap that she taught!
Wash your face GENTLY!
Dab toner GENTLY!
Put eye cream GENTLY and Massage!
Apply moisturizer to face GENTLY.
Apply moisturizer base for makeup!!!
Being me, nothing I do to my face is gentle.
According to her, I got breakout due to dead cells not been able to exfoliate out and my dark rings are horrible.
Fei Hua!
Haha
Makeup
She starts by applying concealer, as usual.
According to her, my dark rings are grayish blue thus no blue eye shadow for me or I will look as if kanna punched!
Liquid foundations for the whole face as usual, gently. Make sure every part of your face is covered.
Apply loose powder sparingly over the foundation.
White highlighter for the whole eye lids and apply pink for the eye socket. Do note here, I want to achieve JLO look.
Sun kissed natural nude look. The have and do not have makeup look.
Wahaha
Apply liquid eyeliner on the top lash area and pink eye definer on the lower lash area.
Clip lashes and put on mascara.
Tadah! Dolly eyes! I love it like hell lar!
Not done yet, blusher! Smile and apply on the apple.
Coz of my hair, I need to colour my brows with a brow colour.
Lip gloss for the Kiss-me-baby look.
I am done for the day!
Hard work! So much to do to just look pretty!
Men! Appreciate women!
Results? I don't look like JLO and is different from the type of makeup I put.
This is much much much more nude looking. Put like never put but eyes really look bigger.
Excuse my fat face.
Months before.
Hey I think I put on weight!!!! My face like bigger now! Damn.
Monday, February 13, 2006
Happy Valentine's Day!
To all singletons out there who hate THE DAY.
There's nothing scary about 14th Feb and that does not shows that you have no one who loved you. Treat it like a friendship day and celebrate this day with a few close friends.
Singletons shouldn't be deprived of the rights to dine alongside with couples.
I understand how you will feel as a lonely female. Imagine, dining at a restaurant where you witness dozens of roses, tulips, lilies.... and the men, showering loads of TLC on their female counterparts and you, green with envy, admiring the ladies from a distance... I get it!
But since we are not as FORTUNATE as others, might as make it an enjoyable one.
Instead of being a couch potato watching HBO at home, go out with other single friends to have fun!!!
I will be spending my DAY with Sze.
We have a makeup class thingy by Ettusia tml so let's hope we will have fun!
UCCD test tml ... I pray I score well.
Sunday, February 12, 2006
I am tagged by peggy.
1.the tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover.
2. need to mention the sex of the target.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their comments saying they've been tagged.
4. If tagged a 2nd time; no need to post
Target :( Manly )Male
1. must be taller than I am... best 180++cm--- tat will make me xiao niao yi ren!haha
2. broad shoulders... ---I have a thing for broad shoulders, it makes mi... (content not suitable for readers) wahaha * starts drooling*
3. guys with a va-va-boom accent turns me on!~ --- I like just hearing him talk all night
4. he who can reads me like a book is the guy who alway appear in my dream... --- I am an onion with different masks/layers. I don't even understands myself sometimes so it will be PERFECT if he knows me and tell me who i really am.
5. confidence flair in him... --- That aura kills me but makes me want more of him. Confidence not equal arrogant.
6. decisive man who knows what he wants...--- this requires certain level of maturity for any one to do it. Seeing a man thinks and works for his future is way sexier than seeing him flaunting his ass.. opps! haha
7. knowledgeable ... --- I want to have a man who knows his stuff and be always teaching me. Life can never be boring. I am not saying uni grad or doctorate here. Street smart!
8. a man who accept all my flaws unconditionally and love me for whoever I am...--- above are all nonsense if this last point does not exist.
Let's be realistic here.
There is not perfct lover in this world or any perfect love.
Nothing is perfect and we know it.
But all of us still put everything against our own benchmark, including love, and expecting ours to be fairy tale.
Next to be tagged will be!!!!!! Sze, Bya, Bird, William, Nana, Vera, Xiao Shi and PeiYu...
Went threading at Begum's place and was relating to age gap in ones' relationship.
She got married at the age of 20!
Damn! I thought we have low birthrate and decreasing marriage in Singapore?!
Now that's not the climax of the story but the idea of her marriage is an arranged marriage shock me tremendously!
arranged marriage= marry someone u do not know and do not love.
Pls lar! Now what generation le, still got such things meh?
Yah, in strict indian muslim family.
Can U imagine your nuptial night and you are suppose to make love to a total stranger? ( not exactly total stranger but still!!!) Is not making love le, is have sex.
I can hear the background shouting NUN, NUN, NUN!
Yesh, I am and I do not deny the fact I am conservative.
Theory of felicism: Guys can have sex with anyone as long as there's a hole, while girls can only have sex with a guy that they truly love. However, there are exceptional cases.
Bastards. My say.
Went Kbox with Sze on Wed and sang our hearts out.
Both of us flaunt our moves and voices with heart wrenching love songs.
This take years of hating and loving each other to reach this stage of acceptance.
U pple would not understand.
The pic did no justice at expressing how much fun we had
Thursday night was a bad start t0 end my week.
Conflicts of right and wrong went through my conscience.
Drama spinned my world.
Von and Adrian broke off. Both of which I love dearly and dotes on me... ALOT. 
One is my best bud and another my god bro. Both are equally dear to me.
Things I heard but cannot tell Von. Right or wrong I do not know.
Protect Von or harm her. I do not know.
I cried. Like no body's business. Eyes swollen and conclusion made.
Damn! I look freaking ugly with small slit eyes!
February.Such a long month to endure.
Friday, February 10, 2006
I pray that this is all a dream. A dream I will wake up feeling less sad and less disappointed. A friend not lost.An accusation not made. A decision not made. Lost. I feel. Tell me how?
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Never short change yourself.
Not talking about getting lesser change from the food court aunty when you purchased cai fan.
Is about treating yourself better and knowing yourself.
If you know you can achieve 100 why aim for 50?
You are worth it. Just like Zhang Zi Yi, Gong Li, Beyonce,etc.
Had a talk with yen yen after fm tutorial, a very intense talk.
Facts that I knew but forgotten.
Actions that I know will get me the results but was too afriad to try.
Low self esteem, no self worth and no confidence. Me.
Always thinking I am ugly, fat, stupid and worthless.
Some may agree but I don't care anymore. For now.
Write or say whatever you want about me.
I have no rights to stop mouth from blabbering and I have no intention too.
Does it matters to me whatever people says about?!
Yes it does matter but I am learning to accept myself and love myself.
Yes, I am fat and so is Beyonce, Jlo and Queen Latifah.
So what I am not pretty? Is it all about the look?!
Looks fade with age. And so what if my friends are prettier?
I am not entering pageant or star search. And who are you to judge?
Not as if you are Jolie or Jlo.
I accept fate that the word beauty is not one word that is used to describe me.
Missing a bus.
My own fault according to sze is like as if I keep pushing the driver to drive to another route when he is heading to another.
How childish I am then?!
Regrets? No. The memories are fresh and still very sweet in my mind.
Not going to exchange anything for that memory.
Connections was so real as if I know him and he reads me.
I am worth everything and thus I shall not short change myself with mediocre acts, answers, guys and work. 
Just the way I am and I fucking like it.
suck it! I can't be bothered anymore
Monday, February 06, 2006
People who saw my white Hp knows that it turned greyish due to the disclourisation of my black 3/4 pants. How unkempt!
Was reading Xia Xue's blog and knew that she customised her hp with diamantes. So I was inspired by her hp and was disheartened by my dirty white hp.I want to CUSTOMISE MY HP!!
Sze, Bya and I hence went down to Art Friends in Taka to get the materials. Bya suggested purple (fortune teller say more purple for mi) acrylic paint to cover the white base and insisted on the diamantes.However, the diamantes there were way to big for my hp and thus we forgo the idea and was thinking of asking Bya to draw butterflies instead. Luckily,I am a window shopper and is a sucker for nail art stickers thus by chance I saw a rhinestone butterfly nail art stickers.
Wasn't intentional to paste the butterflies in the cover but was a fanatic for butterfly stuff and couldn't resist not buying. The woes of girls. haha.
And Tadah!Butterfly hp cover. Who say you need to spend more than $24 for a customised hp cover?! I got it lesser than $10! Thanks bya and sze!
Mr Anthony, You see! Nice right?!
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Even Alicia Keys doesn't sound soothing to me.
Is getting way out of hand.
conservative nun- stop telling me what i want lo... I dun wan "blind" members. says:
i told ya long ago... u have the responsibility to remember urself...
conservative nun- stop telling me what i want lo... I dun wan "blind" members. says:
this is wat u always tell mi
conservative nun- stop telling me what i want lo... I dun wan "blind" members. says:
description of selected categories
conservative nun- stop telling me what i want lo... I dun wan "blind" members. says:
2.1 nature of products
conservative nun- stop telling me what i want lo... I dun wan "blind" members. says:
2,2 consumer behaviour
--::{---ｿﾑ- ---ﾆgﾌ- says:
i know what iu have to do
--::{---ｿﾑ- ---ﾆgﾌ- says:
just fuckingly want to double chk
conservative nun- stop telling me what i want lo... I dun wan "blind" members. says:
2.3 factors affecting the sportwear industry in ecm
--::{---ｿﾑ- ---ﾆgﾌ- says:
since ualway like tt
--::{---ｿﾑ- ---ﾆgﾌ- says:
i am following ur exmaple.
Oh?!
And previously...
"Assumptions lead ones to no where."
Mdm. Sarcasm is not appreciated.
If you got nothing much to say, pls keep your comment to yourself then.Period.