The fate of S.E.X. is sealed.
Harder to breath.
busy with boarding of dogs.
Back from KL.
Skool had been okay...
You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish
A poem written by madonna
Cursed to be exact.
Ai mei kills that special friends in our life.
Who i wish!? Those times we did the unbelievable, the unexpected and unglam stuffs.
Memorable and so priceless and yet we act like strangers now.
You yuan wu fen I guess.
I believed that things come and go.
They will go when shi cheng dao.
I have my happy share and hope he has his too.
Thanks.
Experiences are good but I guess I wun miss u.
I am anticipating the next special friend at my another phrase in my life.
I wish I wish... haha
Friday, November 25, 2005
Chest tightened up by watever happened.
Directly or indirectly by the comments of pple.
I am losing.
Losing the touch for people.
Communicating with them.
Tolerance level, o!
Patience level, none!
Doesn't matter is intentional or unintententional.
Damage done. Pain inflicted.
Go away!
Whatever I did was commented on.
Whatever I didn't do was also commented on.
So why do it?!
I hate being the leader coz I hate to tame followers.
They have their mind of their own and resist authority.
I rather be the rebellious follower than the leader.
Random thinkings... leave mi alone.
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Cute arse!!!
One westie (chanel) and another scotish( coco).
Both females and both puppies!!!!
So cute!!!!
Look at how they sleep!!! haha so funny!!!
Weather cold so I let them wear hades' clothes since he dun like it.
My bro and sis brought the two puppies for a walk leaving hades at hm.... so mean!!!
haha he was barking like hell.
Now a lesson for him to learnt. HE is not the only one!!
Man and male dogs are the same. Take things for granted... haha
Eager to loss wt. Saw jasmine in skool in ep.
She is hell man... lossing wt.
Stress?! Crap lar... our ponteng queen... so fu yan mi!!!
Hai... run?! skip?! Cut down on food....?!
Watver lar... cure my constipation first den say.
Trying hard too poo...... boo!
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Was missed.
I feel wanted.
Loved to be exact.
Being pampered.
Many bad experiences but was overall a good trip.
Teresa, funny arse who always tickle my laughing bones.
Yvonne, who always clear our shits.
Skool is boring and I still hate it.
Skipped skool to meet my girls and we took pics!
Mei tao hua:<
boo...
idiot bird!
Took pics... 200+++
We are siao girls.!!!!
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Life had been so so...
Girls? All in diet mode.
Boys? All in the sappy mood.
Jw- funeral
Jeff- relationship
Dunno how to console so just shut up.
Heading to KL on friday thus rushing whatever needed to be done (HRM).
Buying paper undies later in town and my freaking tank top is lost.
A day alone, in my own solitude.
Ran yesterday and seen a doc too.
Asthma is doing well at least I can blow that tube well. 450!
Remember one month ago was only 200!
Alot to be done when I am back.
Projects, research and reading.
argh!
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
You Are 70% Extrovert, 30% Introvert
You are quite outgoing
You are a social connector - you know a ton of people
While you aren't a wild extrovert, you are a great talker
A fantastic storyteller, you keep everyone laughingAre You An Extrovert or An Introvert?
Monday, November 07, 2005
(This poem is from her tour documentary I'm Going To Tell You a Secret)
I have a cage
It's called the stage
When I'm let out I run about
And sing and dance and sweat and yell
I have so many tales to tell
I like to push things to the edge
And inch my way along the ledge
I feel like God, I feel like shit
The paradox, an even split
It's just a job, I always say I should be grateful everyday
Sometimes I think I just can't do it
But I persist and I get through it
And I console myself each night . . .
At least my cage is filled with lights
how sad...
Tragic... people do u still have dreams of becoming a super star?!
Joking.
IN this damn cursed mood.
Nothing is fun anymore type of feeling.
Looking forward to KL erm... not really too.
Contradicting for the rest of the weeks I guess.
Friday, November 04, 2005
Raining = cannot swim.
Boarding = more money.
Skool days= sleepy days
Damn I hate skool as much as I hate being fat.
Argh!
Nothing much to whine about.
I wish I am not me. when was the last time i heard try by nelly?! "And i c u standing there wanting more from me, all i do is try." Wounds raw and surfaced.The songs that speak so loud to the hidden pain in me.The stupid me, the one i loathe.
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
