I simply hate waiting. (Sze's blog)
Guess is just me.
Von previously was lecturing me to be behave normally towards the opposite sex and yah I think I am showing improvement.
Just smile and acknowledge each other's presense can be quite cool and easy.
Downloaded photoshop Cs and did my first layer. Not too bad.
Nothing is perfect coz the world itself is not perfect.
I can't suit everyone's taste but I'm glad I did it.
Thanks jas!
Swimming plan cancelled.
Congrats me.
I am have my 3 mths due menses and is killing me.
Lesson starts at 10am, woke up at 8am and decided to rest at home at 9.25am.
Maybe a book and ironing can keep me saint for now.
Pilates tonight.
Talking about ren yuan (Human relation), yes I agree mine is not too bad.
But it comes to understanding people and listening to them.
Nothing comes for free, you have to work for it.
Sze always says I have very good ren yuan. Maybe I do.
But I am not born with it, I worked for it.
I appreciates people for whatever they did and I do not have sudden mood swings.
Most of all, my friends are not tired of being friends with me.
They do not have to be someone they are not when they are with me.
Mistress, lesbian, gay, slut, bitch or plain mean.
I don't judge them for their interests and I will not treat them less human for whatever they are doing.
I am no saint but I am sincere with friends that are WORTH KEEPING. (till now i fail to define this word)
I bitched about them but that doesn't mean I hate them.
Is becoz I like them and do not know how to tell them their flaws straight in their faces.
But that doesn't mean I can continue to take their shits.
Time... the time will ripe one day.
"Your tolerance level ain't high that doesn't mean you have to stretch mine!
Your hur to cut into the conversation can be quite irritating coz I hate repeating myself.
Whatever I am doing, it just appears to be a sore eyes to you. "
Sometimes it can be so tiring trying to be me with some people.
Sometimes I wonder then how come we are still friends since we are so different.
