I am back.
Tears washed changi airport when I saw my peers.
Though knowing that they intended to trick me, still I was too overwhelmed with surprise.
Nothing much was said just hugs and laughters.
Didn't knew I missed being back till the plane landed.
We clapped.
Sound stupid but we are glad we are back.
I am not myself.
I dropped my hp on the plane seat and was seeking high and low for it.
I dropped my wallet which contains a few hundred at DFS.
I was dropping important things everywhere I go.
I am not myself.
I had a lot for dinner
fattening food like laksa, chendol, curry chicken... blah
Today I woke up at 4pm.
No morning calls, no watchful eyes, no restrictions and no siansation mood.
I didn't know i missed my bed that much.
I didn't know I cannot sleep well without my bolster.
Even the rubbish in my room suddenly seem so pleasant.
Never felt that way before.
The bed so soft and welcoming, not the hard as board type.
I missed home.
I have a few roommates in China.
and my favourite one is Jasmine.
No restrictions.
No watchful eyes.
No complaints.
Just being myself.
Sing till my throat turned hoarse in bathroom, she just treats it like it's from the tv.
Blast the volume of the tv, she just leave it that way.
I wet the shower area when i bathed, she just wet it more when is her turn.
Bathed in a open ended bath area, not afriad that she will do anything stupid like peeking.
Felt at ease.
Trust built.
Love her.
In Beijing
The SCM girls.
We had fun.
We were rowdy. Maybe is just me.
The bother to dress up period.
Hey I think I look so fat here.
We were crappy.
We enjoyed ourselve tremendously.
In Suzhou where ITP started.
All of us stressed and tired from whatsoever.
the can't be bothered with looks period.
Jasmine and i hate all photos taken in Wuxi.
We look like ba zhang without the heavy coat itself.
One of the Wuxi pic:
My peach fairy in Uniplas.
She helped me a lot.
Hangzhou's schedule kills people.
Me and my not as stable roomies.
She got freaked out by the uneven ground.
Strong girl.
Went huang shan.
My unstable roomies had an even bad day.
I bet at that moment she feels like dying.
I am glad she went through it.
a strong girl.
Found someone as crazy as me. Adiel.
Zheng Zhong, the most easy to talk guy in the trip.
But he stinks.
The whole group of us climbed the crazy steps up to Huang Shan to watch the sunset.
Is not as easy as what I typed.
Is hell tiring and stretched us physically.
We almost died.
Finally, the sunset.
Now, I wondered whether is it worth killing myself.
