03/04
Jaded after all the moving during the weekend. Was good, at least to me it was.
We went Wu Xi’s famous Tai lake and Three Kingdoms City with the Shanghai kids.
As usual, they had to wake up extremely early to meet us so that we can go together.
A new face greeted us and we came to know that he is Miss Han’s nephew. However, no introduction was made.
He is a replica of Yao Hua or at least physical appearance wise. Description?
He is the ‘Guys who tuck in their tee shirt’ type.
Not that Yao Hua does it but…
Yao Hua is classically irritating and he selfishly assumes that our dear jasmine is so willing to take a portfolio of him. Thus every now and then, he will drag jasmine everyway he goes.
Zhiming, if you ever read this, I wanna tell you I am so regret that I never listened to what you told me in the lecturer hall.
You warned me of him but I never took it to heart and stupidly forgot the name you told me till things happened and was too late to be saved.
Almost killed myself when I remember the nickname we gave him before I even know or seen him. So stupidly started a conversation with him in the airport.
Me making a conversation with him!!! I dug my own grave and custom made a coffin for myself without myself knowing! Oh gosh! Me and my stupidity.
Hope that things will change for the better in Hang Zhou.
I bought pearl powder for my mum, medicated pearl cream to remove pimples and pimples scars for both my siblings and pearl cream for myself. I spent a bomb.
Kim yong, the cool cool guy in China ITP. That guy got extremely long lashes that all girls dream day and night for. Fine, I think that applies to me only. Anyway, he is so so so nice and so so so so loves his mum. He shopped for pearl creams and was thinking of getting pearls for his mum. Oh please, this is like so damn rare to see a guy who shops for such girly things for their mum lor!!! It takes a lot of courage to stand around a group of girls asking the function of some girly products. The worst thing was after buying, what others guys will think of him as a person. I admire his courage and his love for his mum. Nice man indeed.
In this trip, I came to know a lot more of my likings, my beliefs, my stands and myself.
Was told that Bernice, Sze Yuan and I are hated in my lecture hall and the reason was I was hated was because I was loud. The fact that Bernice was hated because we are always together and it troubles me. She is neither loud nor obnoxious. In fact, she is extremely nice and so generous with her concerns, words and creativity. Talking to her makes me feel good and comfortable. But the fact she is being blindly categorizing is totally uncouth
Wasn’t new to me to be disliked by others of my loudness.
I did try to tone down myself in the past to be accepted by everyone and I almost lose myself to this silly being accepted GAME. I call it the GAME and I freaking fuck it.
Who weren’t be affected by the fact people hates you?
I was affected and am still affected.
But I learnt that no one could ever be liked by every one.
No point explaining myself or finding excuses writing off my behavior because I have none.
Last week of ITP, I believed I am the only one in Suzhou not counting down my stay in the company.
My company is nothing big nor is a MNC.
In fact, it is small and undesirable. The people working here are the one who makes this wonderful for me. Thanks
Xiao Shi miss u lar!!! haha wat new u?! Slim down ar?!!! HOw?!!!! Here all oily and salty food leh.... damn sure fat when i come back one....
2 more weeks nia... miss mi.
