Spill out my REAL time sorrow, I shall.
Tolerating nonsense is my forte.
If you have a sister like mine, you will get what I mean.
Giving me or everyone cold shoulder every now and then.
Exploiting her siblings to do things for her.
Ain't it real?
It happens everywhere, even to friends you trust.
Life is like a coin, both sides have different faces.
A good and a bad. Life is fair in that way.
Nothing is perfect in this world.(This I knew it long ago but is a hard to swallow fact)
I can't expect everything to go my way and people to be always nice.
I accept flaws too because I am full of them myself.
But expecting me to accept it again and again?
I have to say I'm sorry.
I called it bring taken for granted of.
Had a discussion with Sze and Bya.
They said that I am hiding things in my heart which I refused to tell.
How true is that?
I disagree. I wore masks. I put brave fronts and act as if I am very confident.
But whatever I said is from my heart.
I don't like hiding my feelings or keeping things to myself.
Share my latest infor or how sad I am.
Not as if I am Miss Honest here.
I lie, I criticise... who don't? They are no saints around.
I don't like revealing my pain... my responsibilities and my lost interest.
Being the eldest, I have mountains of responsibilities that can crush Singapore into two.
Life is never easy.
What doesn't kills me, only makes me stronger.
A white lie that I always tell myself .
