Never short change yourself.
Not talking about getting lesser change from the food court aunty when you purchased cai fan.
Is about treating yourself better and knowing yourself.
If you know you can achieve 100 why aim for 50?
You are worth it. Just like Zhang Zi Yi, Gong Li, Beyonce,etc.
Had a talk with yen yen after fm tutorial, a very intense talk.
Facts that I knew but forgotten.
Actions that I know will get me the results but was too afriad to try.
Low self esteem, no self worth and no confidence. Me.
Always thinking I am ugly, fat, stupid and worthless.
Some may agree but I don't care anymore. For now.
Write or say whatever you want about me.
I have no rights to stop mouth from blabbering and I have no intention too.
Does it matters to me whatever people says about?!
Yes it does matter but I am learning to accept myself and love myself.
Yes, I am fat and so is Beyonce, Jlo and Queen Latifah.
So what I am not pretty? Is it all about the look?!
Looks fade with age. And so what if my friends are prettier?
I am not entering pageant or star search. And who are you to judge?
Not as if you are Jolie or Jlo.
I accept fate that the word beauty is not one word that is used to describe me.
Missing a bus.
My own fault according to sze is like as if I keep pushing the driver to drive to another route when he is heading to another.
How childish I am then?!
Regrets? No. The memories are fresh and still very sweet in my mind.
Not going to exchange anything for that memory.
Connections was so real as if I know him and he reads me.
I am worth everything and thus I shall not short change myself with mediocre acts, answers, guys and work. 
Just the way I am and I fucking like it.
suck it! I can't be bothered anymore