Grumble.Non-stop grumbling of how life short changes us, how unfair things were to us.Life was never fair.Used to think is regret not taking swimming competitively but only sorted my thinking yesterday.I never wanted to swim competitively and was coerced to do it by friends.Feeling of winning was great but the courage you needed to stand in front of everyone with just swim suit is still too over bearing.I used to think I was this and that but soon to realize I was none.I am more, some will tell me but to me I am way lesser.Not loving myself for who I am.Hate everything about myself, including hair, nails blah blah.Only see the negative part of myself, love handles, king kongish blah blah.Hated time spend alone.I just can’t be like Bernice.Enjoy and really love yourself.New yr hur?!My only wish is everyone to be healthy. masque me for the event 8:56 AM _____________________________________________________________________________________
masque me for the event 8:56 AM _____________________________________________________________________________________
