Clown:A buffoon or jester who entertains by jokes, antics, and tricks in a circus, play, or other presentation.My version of the word clown:one who ugli-field oneselve to make pple laughone who do exaggerated actions to trigger laughtersone who loses themselve just to entertain the crowdone who hate themselve in their private timeone who don't know what they want in lifeone who hates the role of being the entertainerone whose friend think they are very happy go luckyone whose friend always say they make them laugh till stomach acheone who always look cheerful in actual fact hide it well enoughHate it when pple say i make them laugh.Lost myself being the pple they like.The clown of the group.I told myself I am born to do that.But I am not. I am not born to entertain.I hate being a comedian.No one takes me seriously.I toned down but i saw someone who was like me.When she was doing her act on entertain, it pains me.I was once like her or is still like her.Laughters surround me but I just stare at her and watch her losing herself.Teresa and I shared the same view.A look. A blink. We know we hold the same experience.The clown with a hidden tears. who will understand?!No one. masque me for the event 1:52 AM _____________________________________________________________________________________
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