Can anyone die of guilt?Everything aside.I am the cause of yvonne and adrian's, both of them dote me like hell, argument.I cried.NO! I flooded.Hiccups stopped me from explaining.My tears did the talking.Never seen Adrian that fiery before.Just becoz yvonne scolded us for playing that roughly.Chivas filled cup dropped on the floor while we were "playing".Yvonne had lectured me on toning down and stop fighting with guys, I did not heed her advice.Yvonne had lectured adrian on not playing that rough with me coz I am a girl, he did not heed her advice too.The pub suddenly seems so quiet. The arguement was way too loud suddenly."Not happy you go!" that was the last word I heard b4 i c yvonne dashing out.Guilt!I ran out, stopped her. To no avail.Went up sat at the place where I left.Air is stale. Anger still boiling in him.I kept quiet.Silently, I wipe away my tears.Praying hard this ordeal will end and hoping no one see me crying.He started raising his voice again, totally out of control.On the verge of punching anyone who crossed his path even felicia if she didn't retract back her words.I sobbed louder everytime he raised his voice.Fel heard me."stop scaring her!"Wee was beside me, wiping my tears.Adrian just keep asking me why I am crying, assuming I was afriad that he will punch me."I will never hit u, i treat u like my own sister."Man just don't get it.I rather he hit me then him arguing with yvonne over my stupid playfulness.Wee was very nice all along, trying to convince me that is not my fault, drying my tears, comforting me and kept refilling my cup of ice water. Minus the touchy part.I am conservative!!!!None of them had seen be crying that badly before.The girl side of me.Emotional.Ang moh, the biggest bully who always without fail bullys me, treated me humanly.I made a fool of myself and coz a very sweet relationship to turn sour.Fel told me is the chivas and the previous topic they were talking about.I can only blame myself. masque me for the event 6:56 PM _____________________________________________________________________________________
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