Work like you are not being paid,Love like you have never been hurt and dance like nobody's watching.Never say "I Love You" if you don't care.Never talk about feelings if there ain't there.Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.NEver say you are going to, if you don't plan to start.Never look into ones' eyes if all you have to say are lies.Never whisper sweet nothing if the feelings are not true.Never say hello if you really mean to say goodbye.Never ever....I was looking through my stuff when I browse through these stuff.As usual, my table are like Mount Everest if you know what I mean!Being me, I left it untouched.Went to Mr Lee's room today(with Sze), he is in a relaxed mood so we talked alot about life and stuff.He left me thinking.Do I want a 9 to 5 job or something more?!Am I going to just sit down and let things pass me by when I know I can do something about it?I hate responsiblilty! I hate being wrong and hate it most if I am solely responsible of the failure.Is like slapping yourself across the face; witness your own stupidity. I believe is SAVE to just shut up and follow instructions given, hence I am always a follower.During Sec 4 when Mrs Nagoor, my form teacher den, nominated me and the class monitor for Special Leadership Camp, I was surprised and reluctunt.I learnt alot but it did not polished me to shine like the others. I practically stayed in my shell.Being a Leader is lonely. You on top of the hierarchy and no one is there with you.Every year when skool starts, we got to elect a class monitor or chair person to hold the responsiblity of the class.Some people will quietly hold their breathe praying that someone somehow will elect them to be the ONE and ONLY.While others just hope that this ritual will be over soon.I am in neither.Half of me wants to be in control but another just want to leave life without responsibilty.I am a contradiction myself... masque me for the event 8:01 PM _____________________________________________________________________________________
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