It sometimes scares me that I am still living, breathing and experiencing while others suffer.I am not as 'wei da' as others who said that they want to suffer in the place of them.Sometimes have you stop and ponder, what if your heart beats suddenly stops? What will others do?Will they miss you? Death sounds freaky but yet so tempting. If not, not many will attempt suicide le.What if 1 day, I sleep and not wake up? What if my best friend sleeps and never wake up? The pain in knowing Blenhelm is now sleeping in the special unit ward in NUH pains me like fuck! The idea of not seeing him again pains more. I missed our bickering sessions. I missed him laughing at me fat during secondary school. He is the only guy in my secondary school days who notice my "potential". Huixian actually very cute and pretty but too manly le.The possiblilty that Blenhelm will die, loss memory or even handicap scares me.Blenhelm, Pls wake up... pls.... Don't sleep anymore. I promised I will be more girly and no more fastfood in my life if you recover.Pls all helped to pray for him. masque me for the event 6:19 AM _____________________________________________________________________________________
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