V day is a day of love and a day to spend with your love ones.Piangz! Never really enjoy Vday that much. Up till now, I still dread it.What's worst is not the anticipation for admirers giving flowers to you, is actually getting scorned by ur own love ones."So how did you spent your Vday? Must be lovey dovey right?"Hello?! Lovey Dovey with Left hand or right hand? +roll my eyes+"So did u got flowers? Dun haf ar? Aiyo.. should haf told me ma. Den i can get u!" +jaw dropped+Hello? My house downstairs got plenty of flowers, don't need you to ke lian!What hit the most was that even my docky dad got tulips for my mum! Hello?! My wood block dad?! oh man!Bird was like saying, last year she spent Vday with Huilee and this year S.E.X. Next year, she will definitely celebrate it with her BF(if any). I felt even sadder. Sze got $4 and Bird got Gel. I got nobody:<I understands that life is never a bed of roses for me. I understand I am never the lucky ones. I am expecting nothing from no one. All I want is that someone treats me better and if possible dotes on me. I don't mind helping him out in his life/relationship, I don't mind being a spare but as long as he don't let me habour any foolish hopes.Man, a species of bastards. Always playing their hunting games, always ... always alot of shit things lar. Can't stand them! Seriously considering being a lesbian, at least we girls know what we girls want.(or maybe not?)Aiyah, the best is fling around lar. If I have the criteria and the assests, I will! masque me for the event 9:23 PM _____________________________________________________________________________________
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