I tried doing things that make me stop thinking! Tried eating icecream and it was effective but for only a short time and the sorrow is back again. Cakes are cool but the effect is not that long too. I was quite surprised that I got 2 pink roses though I am not a fan for flowers but for a girl, it sure brighten up my day at work. I didn't bring the 2 stalks home as I find is awkward and embrassing so I left it in my work place. Went drinking at breeko and hell man I was on the line with adrain. He was laughing away when he knows I cried becoz of andre. Silly me I know. Adrian is coming back on this Sunday night. I admit my temper sucks today but I simply Hate the way they spike me to shoot. Like I said, NO means NO! Stop it! I made up my mind and I wouldn't do it. It just doesn't works on me. U only make me rebel. Even if in twenty years time, my arms is not in the correct position,I will still NOT Do it! Stubborn I know but that's my principle. When's the last time I got so pissed? I cannot even remember. This time, all the things I bottled up since god knows when starts to erupts like an volcano. I broke down. I have been stretched to the limit that it snapped. P.S people! Do not have expectation of me... Do not expect me to know or expect me to do something. This time i think i wanna be better to myself than to others. NO means no. Fuck if you are angry... (to every aspect of life... studying or watsoever). Everyone have their Period( not menses). Bird's way is shut off anyone she knows, Sze's remove herself from the group for awhile. Mine is different, I can be normal till you push the button. I will get angry easily and snap at you. This is the real me, the lower secondary skool me. Didn't know jake is an archer... haha seriously don't relate him to sports lor and definitely not expecting him to ride a vespa... masque me for the event 1:05 AM _____________________________________________________________________________________
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