NEver in my life I felt so helpless, never in my life I felt so wei qu. I always stand up for myself by using my height and roaring voice. But today, I can't use any of that. Andre was certaintly too gou fen. Kept pushing his luck too far and too many times I tried to control my urge of grabbing something to throw at him. If felicia didn't gave me that look, I certaintly will fight back. I ren and ren and he just keep throwing words at me. I drank lots of water to keep my cool and told myself," Fel treat me so good, I shouldn't do it." Andre gave me a final punch into me and I got so angry I dashed to the toilet. All I did was cry, like I never cried before. I looked at my handphone, the first name that came into my mind was Adrian. HE said that if anyone ever bully me, he will stand up for me. But I didn't call. I kept staring at the phone and was sobbing. I found out I had no one to turn to. I know what Sze and Bird will said and I am only asking for a scolding. I felt even worst and don;t want to go back to the grooming room to see Andre's face. Fel was worried for me and called me to go back. Jake consoled me and asked me to ignore his shit. As i am writing this, I am crying. Dan smsed me and I told him but as expected, he don;t really understand. I feel like telling pople but I don't know how and they would not understand so what;s the point? I was never a cry baby but this time I feel so gu niang. Just let me cry! masque me for the event 11:21 PM _____________________________________________________________________________________
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